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Today is the best practical of my entire life, no careless mistake inside circuit. Hope I do as well as today on my TP.
But sadly, it's also my last practical.
Tomorrow (past 12am) is the day I've been waiting for~
Class 3, here I come!

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And I got it I got it!

Me new love, hehe.
And of course, Alvin Taye's still my ultimate love =p

(8.30am)

Weiteng slept @ coming 2am.
She woke up @ 5am!

Tell me! What kind of lifestyle is this?!

My stupid dumbdumb lost his phone ): Boo~
Curse that *censored* who picked it up in cab and kept it to himself/herself. ( But who wouldn't when there's something free?)
Baby's never so careless before, moreover his phone is his 'precious'.

-stoned for 10mins

I don't know what to blog about anymore.
So, bye.

with a little love @ 1:21 AM

happy 7th month-sary.

with a little love @ 3:57 AM

-headache

See, I'm having difficulty sleeping again. Turn and toss in bed for hours already.

Shouldn't had thrown away those sleeping pills when I packed my room fews day ago =.=
Who knows it'll come in handy now! Argh.

with a little love @ 5:33 AM

The only feeling I had in me now is only - STRESS.

I'm so stressed that I'm starting to have insomnia again.
I hope Monday would come faster and I could get over it soon, and of course in a happy mood.

with a little love @ 10:50 PM

Feels so sucky staying at home for so many fucking days.
I miss my nightlife, but am trying so hard to cut down on going out late at night.
I wanna be a goodgirl lah dey.

Few days of using Lg Viewty and I want to smash the phone already! Abit sucky to touch-screen all the time. Lol.

Bored facing the comp everyday, nothing to see, nothing to play, baby also busy working and doesn't have time to talk to me always.
Seriously, I miss him alot ):

Anybody has Admin job to intro? Location must be near, if not I'll dread waking up early to travel to work everyday, and eventually, I'll skip work and get sack >.<

with a little love @ 11:01 PM

Baby gave me this link just now.

For those who're looking for the incident at Singapore Zoo about the white tiger and the cleaner, here it is.

It's not very clear though, the person who video it must have a very lousy phone.

with a little love @ 4:45 AM

Just done with cleaning half of my room, and I've got 3 bags full of rubbish to dump.
Girls girls girls.

Left with my bag corner and my wardrobe, shall do it tomorrow, I'm having a headache now already.

Told mama that next time when we move house, don't do any built-in wardrobe for me anymore. I just need a platform to put my bed on. This way I won't have so many extra spaces to keep all my rubbish and my room will be clean! Haha.

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Boring boring~ Tomorrow still gotta job hunt.

f I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

[Vamp1]
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

[Vamp2]
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

with a little love @ 2:58 AM

Yipee, I'm so happy.

Finally got my LG Viewty in white!

Thanks papa and mama <3
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And I miss Alvin Taye!

with a little love @ 5:32 AM

Being faithful is the word.

I had a trial test during my practical just now. Got 16 demerit point, with 1 immediate failure! ):
I nearly banged into a barrier luh!

Die.

8more days only, how am I going to conquer my fear?

The feeling was so sucky when I had my test just now, the atmosphere was so bad that I panicked.

I even told my instructor 'Eh, can you talk to me anot?', because it was so quiet inside the car.
It's either do or die now.

3 more lessons to go.

with a little love @ 2:40 AM

Should've been more reluctant.

I just sneezed for god knows how many time!
Feeling so .... *ahhhh* now.

I'm tired ):
But I guess Baby must be more tired than me.
He's working now and I can shake my leg at home ):

I'm stuck at home for 2 days and I finally went out yesterday!

Apparently I just went out to meet Yating and Joan, then to Yishun 925 while they'd their dinner.

Meet-up Ahbee awhile as he's working at NP.
Saw Jean.

Yating sent Ahbee back then off we go to Yishun Dam.
Ahxiong came.

Stayed for like 10-20mins? Went over to 744 because Baby called and asked if I wanna go over.
Thanks Yating for sending me over!

Back to Baby house around 2.30am, tossing and turning till I really fell asleep.
Baby's suppose to work at 10am but he woke up at 10.40?

Home sweet home while he went over to work.

P.s I love you!

with a little love @ 12:59 PM

People with no self limit.

Yesterday was suppose to be a fun day. But a drunkard spoilt everything! Sit on my jacket, ask him to stand up, still stare at me. Shouted at my brother somemore.

So what if you're from ---, it doesn't give you the authority to even sit at any table (especially ours), drink anybody's liquor like it's yours and worse of all, create a scene there. So old already yet still act like a 16 years old teenager.

Damn him man.

Anyway I wasn't really enjoying after 3am, because I was already freaking tired and I wanna sleep already. So I just stoned there all the way till 6am. Haha.

Dinner dinner dinner, anyone?

with a little love @ 7:11 PM

The way you talk and your everything.

Aww I'm feeling so fucking stress now. Not because of what but my car license! I was really lousy during my last practical. 15 more days, 15 fucking more days and I'll have a tester sitting beside me giving me marks. And I'm only left with 5 more revision lesson with my instructor.

If I pass, I'm gonna get myself a present!
But if I fail, go home and cry my lungs out!

Pray that I'll get a Mr. Nice TP besides me! One that will atleast smile and ease the tension inside me!

After days of missing my boy, I finally got to meet him yesterday!
And now, he's at work now.
Although it's just a few hours with him beside me, it's better than anything else!

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And hope Buddy would cheer up, there's nothing that can't be solve in this world. Just persevere on okay!

with a little love @ 3:37 PM

Never let someone become a priority in your life, when you're just an option in theirs.

B-o-r-i-n-g.

So many things I want to rant about, but I don't know which to start.

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GaryAw got his license today! Wtf. 14points somemore leh. Wahlao! Mine's coming in 18 more days yet I don't have much confidence yet. Shit lo.

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Baby's officially starting work tomorrow, which means lesser time for me ): He's always been busy with his life and friends, and now with work added into it = no time for me!!
SAD LO.
But no choice lah, being 'understanding' is the key to him.

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Been long since I hang out with my brothers and friends. Wonder how they're doing.

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WORK WORK WORK! Used to see so many Admin jobs around my area but stupid stupid didn't call for interview, now whatever shit also don't have. Still so many things I wanna get.

Peservere on weiteng!

with a little love @ 11:51 PM

Home so came here to update abit.

Friday

Went looking for my Coach bag last week but it's not in Singapore yet. Hope Yating could find it in Hongkong and in a much cheaper price =p

Saturday

~~Chushi~~ @ Yishun then over to 925 to look for Baby and friends.
Talked about alot of issues with all of them, and somehow I hope my words get into their brain! I nagged because I care and seriously want to see you all good!

Stayed up all the way till 6.15am waiting for Ahbee to finish doing his stuff and finally went to sleep. Baby and Ahkok already KO-ed before us. Got woken up @ 8.30am again as they're all going to chushi.

So I went back home and *POOF* all the way till 5 in the evening. Am sure I'm getting fried by my taoeh on Tuesday for not turning up today!

Trying to be a goodgirl to stay at home today. Haha.

with a little love @ 9:08 PM

As we grow old, we'll still be side by side, supporting each other.

Woohoo, I tried driving STI just now. The power is really... POWER!
Just a little step on the accelerator and it could go real fast.

Meet up with Yating and Bingli for KTV session just now.

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I'm feeling so down now.
Bye.

with a little love @ 1:42 AM

Matter of time.

Hello.

Summarizing

Monday - Zoo trip with my cousins was a disaster. I wasn't enjoying at all but I bet the 2 kids are! Basoically I was just taking care of them instead of enjoying.

But no complaints at all :D

Over to Yishun Safra around midnight to look for Baby.

Tuesday - Slacked at Baby home for the whole afternoon.

Caught The Coffin at Yishun GV. Rate? Lousy show. Super.

Dinner @ 925 and then Home Sweet Home.

Today - No plans yet. Was looking for job but no avail.

And when I woke up, I saw Jason's profile shoutout, but till now I don't know if it's true or what.

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辛福要自己挣取

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(9.56pm)

Jason played a prank.
Funny lo, where got people curse himself one.

Things to do tomorrow!

Go for a job interview (if there's any)
Pack my room! My room looked like there was a war earlier on!

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Nice right! Haha, will go check if there's any stock too if I'm free tomorrow! Am getting my hands on it! ^^

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Alvin's going back for re-service training tomorrow! Poor baby.

And I'm tired already.

with a little love @ 12:04 PM

I'm such a sleepyhead for the past few days.
Eat, sleep, eat, sleep.

Don't know if I've grown fat >.<

Baby last minute cancellation of our meeting is such a killjoy!
But got to be understanding also. Sighs.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm too 'understanding'.

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Anyway heard from ASSMOND that he's getting enlisted on the 12dec'08 together with Jervon.
Do hang out soon before you all go in and shave botak!

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The nearest RTT date is 12december! WTF still so long.

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I wanna save money for my GUCCI bag. But am always spending on unnecessary stuffs ): Still haven't even got my wallet yet. RAWR.

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I want a Swift Sport when I've got my Class 3! Or spark135 when I've got 2B!

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I gotta work so all this I-want-this-I-want-that stuff will come true =/

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I WANT TO AT HOME SHAKE LEG AND WAIT FOR MONEY TO DROP CAN?!

with a little love @ 7:01 AM

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P.S: I LOVE YOU!

with a little love @ 3:37 PM

It's halloween!

But I spent my days at home lazing around and sleeping. Haven't even had my dinner yet because I just woke up.

Guess friends are outside enjoying the party, but Zouk is out for me, I don't wanna go there and get sandwiched!

Now, I don't know wtf should I do at this timing now. Argh!

with a little love @ 2:43 AM