If time could rewind..

Suddenly I felt so down in my mood.
Downdowndown):

Joseph: On your birthday, I can see that you two are kind of weird already.
Ahboy: You can take it ah?

I kept thinking of this two sentences they made. I don't wanna harped on it, but I just can't. I thought I had gotten used to this kind of feeling, but why do I still feel so pain deep inside?

Sometimes, I really do want to run away from reality, from all these unnecessary problems which is causing me so much misery. But whenever I think of you, I didn't. I don't know why, but it's just so hard to let go of this r/s, to let go of you.

Two of us had got a very great fall from our unpleasant past. And it's either you lending me a listening ears or vice-versa. For me, it's you who pulled me up from the ground. But, why did things became so unsightly for us now?
I could hardly recognize who you are anymore. It seems like after that incident, you're a totally changed person. You're not the fun-loving and caring A.T i used to know anymore. Is 'that thing' really very important to you? So important that you would give up your life and your everything at the loss of it, including me. I know you still blame me for what happened that night, and I know that whatever I do won't make you forget. But still, I wanna let you know that I love you, and I'm more than willing to go through it with you no matter what happen.
I know I had made a decision to give you time, and I'll still keep on to it and wait.

Hang on weiteng! ):